November 2010
It's hard.
Who here wishes we could go back to 1st grade?
Where school was easy, teachers were always nice to you, and homework didn’t take 5 hours to complete.
Where you hated sleeping and would fight your parents to stay up.
Where you stayed outside playing all day with your friends… playing any made up little game you could come up with.
Where anyone older than you was really old and you...
Day 3 - A wish.
My wish is that everyone who is unhappy right now can find their happiness.
Whether it be with a boyfriend/girlfriend, with parents/family, with school, with siblings, with friends… anything. I just want people to be happy because everyone deserves a chance at happiness.
I know so many people who fake happiness because inside, they’re hurting. I don’t want them to hurt anymore....
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?
Day 2 - Your relationship status
My name is Stephanie Novak and I’m happily taken by Tyler Coe. :]
He asked me out on October 5, 2010 & we’ve been together ever since. (Coming up on 2 months - woo!)
The exact time we became interested in each other is unknown because we just randomly started really talking to each other… then we both started flirting.
I was drawn to Tyler because he’s so outgoing...
“Why don’t you come with me, little girl, on a magic carpet ride?
Fantasy...”
– Magic Carpet Ride - Steppenwolf
“I do whatever it takes
When I’m with you I get the shakes
My body aches...”
– Space Bound - Eminem
Day 1: Last memory you had with someone you lost.
I remember it was Thanksgiving of 7th grade. No one thought he was up to coming to dinner, but somehow he had dragged himself out of bed and hitched a ride with my other uncle down to my house. When he stepped through the door, my mom almost collapsed into tears because she thought he wouldn’t have made it.
He brought such great stories to the table, reminiscing about when they were all...
Finally doing one of those challenges.
Day 1 - Last memory with someone you lost. Day 2 - Your relationship status. Day 3 - A wish. Day 4 - Something you worry about too much. Day 5 - Something you’re looking forward to. Day 6 - A quote that describes your life right now. Day 7 - A flaw you have. Day 8 - Name something you don’t understand. Day 9 - Close friend of the opposite sex. Day 10 - Write a letter to someone you...
Ugh
Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit. Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit. Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit. Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit. Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit.Ifeellikeshit.
Like that gross scratchy throat, nauseous, post-nasal drip shit.
Like to the point where I couldn’t even lay down at Tyler’s house because I have my immense phobia of...
“Whatever tomorrow brings, I’ll be there,
With open arms & open eyes.”
– Drive by Incubus
Saturday Nights
Saturday nights mean spending time with Tyler if neither one of us have previous plans.
It means chillin’ together in my room or his room playing Xbox, watching a movie, hanging out.
It means him & I wrestling for the Xbox controller because it’s a 1 player game & both of us want to play.
It means flipping through channels (even though there’s nothing to watch) &...
“I remember how we felt sittin’ by the water
And every time I look at you...”
– Mine by Taylor Swift
“Do you remember we were sittin’ there by the water?
You put your arm...”
– Mine by Taylor Swift
Dance
Some people are dedicated to a certain sport. Some people are dedicated to a certain art or hobby. & they all have their own reasons for it.
I’m dedicated to dance, I grew up with dance, & dance will be with my for my life. It’s not because it gives me exercise or I like to show off what I can do. It’s because it’s the one activity that makes me feel so...
Growing up...
Your best friend becomes your worst enemy.
Lollipops turn into cigarettes.
The innocent ones turn into sluts.
Homework goes in the trash.
Detention becomes suspension.
Soda becomes vodka.
Undies turn into g-strings and boxers.
Kisses turn into sex.
Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst things you could get...
“Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let...”
– Like I Used To by A Rocket to the Moon
Peace.Love.Happiness: Self-confidence? →
cbenz24:
How am I supposed to write a speech to say to myself in front of a mirror when I don’t have any confidence? I wrote one line. My name. That’s it. I have pages of crossed out speech bits. Nothing seems right to me. It’s like I go to write something about me, like I’m honest or a good friend or…
Hey. You know I always care and it doesn’t matter if you can’t write that...
Can't believe it.
I’M 17!
Inspiration for Cheyenne Day 1
PLUS
17...
I got a little sentimental today thinking about how HOLY CRAP I TURN 17 TOMORROW.
I thought about how last year, the night before my birthday, Cheyenne came over my house & we watched Spongebob, ate hot wings, then played Rock Band 2 (which was new at the time). It felt so recent to me. Then the surprise party for my 16th. It’s amazing to think about how much has happened in that past...
Self Esteem Lesson Part 1: Tyler
Tyler
“I am Tyler Coe, good looking, hot body, got a “good” head on my shoulders, who is nice to everyone. Everyone loves me for who I am. I don’t judge people from the outside but the in. If I don’t like who they are, I distance myself from them, but also don’t make them my enemy. That’s who I am and that’s why I am Tyler Coe.
… and I have a...
Cheyenne
I love how no matter how far away you are, I can still go to you with my awkward questions and get your honest opinion on them. You understand everything I go through and give the best advice. You’re still the only person I can disclose certain things with and I’m so thankful for that. You don’t jump to conclusions when I bring up rough topics and you’ll hear me out before...
