July 2011
Stop pretending you know me.
I’m done holding back. I’m going out there, doing what I want to do. I want to meet new people, make new memories & not be held back by my past anymore.
I dwell in the past. I’m always thinking back on things I could have done differently. I never worried about my future.
But today when things started turning around for me, I realized I need to let go of everything that...
June 2011
I feel so fucking good right now.
Best I’ve felt in a week. & it’s all because I pushed myself past my limits to do something amazing.
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Why is it that I like every song Jason Derulo...
What's wrong with me?
My enjoyment in life has gone out. I’m so bored or disillusioned about everything. All my friends are going out, having fun, making memories. I just don’t have the will to do anything.
I was going to hang out with people today, but they’re all hanging out with their boyfriends & just that word makes a knife go through my heart.
Last night, I logged off Facebook & shut...
Today I hung out with my 2 best friends. I needed it because I needed to get away from guys… from everything. And with them I can just be myself and not care about anything. It was an awesome day (until I came home & my mom bitched out).
But I was sitting there with them, just listening to their conversations about boyfriends & life & I realized…
They are so beautiful....
Cute fireman here, there… ooh lala. Chillin’ outside with the rest of my block crossing my fingers this house doesn’t explode. My neighbor is freaking out because his stuff is in there & he can’t afford new anything with the money in his checking account right now haha. Poor college student. Glad they got their dog out! He was afraid to leave. Poor puppy. Oh lawd, this...
Well this summer is interesting...
Dance is forever over. My beach volleyball skills have gotten better. My boyfriend breaks up with me. Then my neighbor’s furnace bursts into flames & the fire department is now chillin’ on my street.
I’m excited for the rest of the summer.
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